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As much as I've made fun you, I don't actually wish real life bad shit for you so I hope you make a full recovery.
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Part of me wishes I had just kept letting myself go, as fucked as that is. Too scared to directly kill myself.
Losing my dad almost got me there. One of a handful of men in my life who was pure non toxic masculinity. Might just stay alive for the people who count on me like my mother. Wouldn't wanna do that to them. I don't know why they want me alive. I do stuff for them, but they do so much more for me.
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Losing my dad almost got me there. One of a handful of men in my life who was pure non toxic masculinity. Might just stay alive for the people who count on me like my mother. Wouldn't wanna do that to them. I don't know why they want me alive. I do stuff for them, but they do so much more for me.
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Losing a child (even an adult child) is always said to be the worst thing that anyone who experiences it has ever gone through. No parents should have to bury their own kid. Mom's don't want their kid to stay alive just because of what they do for them, they just love their kid.
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Best idea you ever had. Run, retard. Run.
Relax, faggot.
Relax, faggot.
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You're going through a real bad time right now. I hope you know how much you're appreciated here and how we're hoping for your full recovery.
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start contacting medical malpractice attorneys about this
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Well it's not definite now… but I signed my consent and knew the risks. However doing nothing would have definitely lead to ED.
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and roe v wade is firmly enshrined in constitutional law- brett kavanaugh under oath to the senate. Moral: there's always an escape clause.
you have no downside by spending a few hours contacting trial lawyers in NO
you have no downside by spending a few hours contacting trial lawyers in NO
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Hey, I don't know exactly what is going on with you medically right now but try not to catastrophize. I do that a lot. Its not helpful, things almost always get better. There is also a lot more to intimacy than just having a working dong! Take it day by day right now, focus on getting yourself better.
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Send him noods to get his dick working again
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I don't know if it will work or not. Just the prospect is scaring me especially because so much was done without anything working until the last couple times.
Also, don't be crass.
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Also, don't be crass.
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I'm trying to save your dick bro
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I hope so. Like I said, maybe it's that the Percocet is wearing off. I don't know. Just all that confidence and good mentalnhealth I've been feelibg for months feels shaky now.
Like none of that was fake, but I guess not grounded enough for this not to affect me. Maybe if I don't heal right, I can use an asexual dating app or something when I am ready to date anyway. I was planning on enjoying my single guy confidence a little longer, but that confidence is just not as present right now.
It's not only what women think. It's just something I might not be enjoying.
I do have a cousin who's paralyzed from the chest down from an accident. I wonder if it'd be weird to ask him if he had any trouble and how he handled it.
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Like none of that was fake, but I guess not grounded enough for this not to affect me. Maybe if I don't heal right, I can use an asexual dating app or something when I am ready to date anyway. I was planning on enjoying my single guy confidence a little longer, but that confidence is just not as present right now.
It's not only what women think. It's just something I might not be enjoying.
I do have a cousin who's paralyzed from the chest down from an accident. I wonder if it'd be weird to ask him if he had any trouble and how he handled it.
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Right, it might just be the drugs making you emotional right now. How sure are you that things won't go back to normal in time? Until you know for sure, or pretty well, I don't think it's worth agonizing over. Don't give up and put your all into recovery.
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I don't know. I just know the risk was bigger when they had to do the 3 surgeries after the bedside thing.
But doing nothing was a guarantee that it won't work, so yeah.
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But doing nothing was a guarantee that it won't work, so yeah.
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Take care, rest up, and we're hoping for a full recovery for you.
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That's really a sad story. I hope your recover back to normal.
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Fugeee
Take care of yourself first. Fck this place. Take a break. We may not agree on certain things but I wish you nothing but the best. Get yourself centered and relax.
You know where to find me.
You're friend,
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Take care of yourself first. Fck this place. Take a break. We may not agree on certain things but I wish you nothing but the best. Get yourself centered and relax.
You know where to find me.
You're friend,
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Who is Death growls?
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She's a poster on the rolling stone bored
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Getting G vibes
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Nope. As a matter a fact I owe her a PM on another bored. Thanks for the compliment I guess
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Lol
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One last question for you. Do you ever use code words for other posters when using /.?,
Perhaps some beginning with the letter "a"?
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Perhaps some beginning with the letter "a"?
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I'm lost. Send noods.
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If you're into hispanic men then yeah sure
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Hello Anna banana. Hope all is well with you
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I was planning on doing that even when I was doing well until this week just as maintenance, after I had a little break from doctors. So much for my break from doctors.
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I also had sepsis and it just set in that that could have ended badly. At least I'm on the other side of that.
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well if u decide to dip then take care pal
i truly hope ur peen gets a clean bill of health
i truly hope ur peen gets a clean bill of health
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That is why I have been taking it easy on you. Even though you said you would sexually assault my Mother.
The only poster who had his account banned 4 times without ever breaking any rules each of those times.
The only poster who had his account banned 4 times without ever breaking any rules each of those times.
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Any yo mama joke from me is meant to be generic and not directed at anyone's actual mother. I know we're not friends, but this is the kinda shit that has been said in some of my friendships since childhood. It's like this scene.
I'd never go after your actual famiky members.
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I'd never go after your actual famiky members.
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Just do what's best for you… this place is an acquired taste, and no one likes getting picked on all the time
If we take the time to see with the heart and not with the mind, we shall see that we are surrounded completely by angels ~ Carlos Santana
If we take the time to see with the heart and not with the mind, we shall see that we are surrounded completely by angels ~ Carlos Santana
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It's not the being picked on, so much as the aggression being too much to handle when my mind is in the right place. Like a dog barking or an alarm that won't go off.
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Understood
This place has helped me develop a thicker skin. I don't like confrontation, but I've gotten to where I can handle it better than I used to
If we take the time to see with the heart and not with the mind, we shall see that we are surrounded completely by angels ~ Carlos Santana
This place has helped me develop a thicker skin. I don't like confrontation, but I've gotten to where I can handle it better than I used to
If we take the time to see with the heart and not with the mind, we shall see that we are surrounded completely by angels ~ Carlos Santana
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It's impressive how you have the willpower to stay off for months on end when you need to.
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Having a job/life helps with that
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Or, in fugazis case, not having internet access unless the library is open and if he can get a ride there.
The Lion does not give a fuck. Bring. More. Sheep.
The Lion does not give a fuck. Bring. More. Sheep.
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Years
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I'm really sorry you are having such a crappy time and I hope you stick around but I understand if you need to have a bit of a time out to get your head together. Just take it easy and concentrate on your health, both mental and physical. I really hope things pick up for you soon
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LOL
Called it.
Sayonara, faggot!
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Called it.
Sayonara, faggot!
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Called what? Where are all the broke dick jokes and insults? I gave you prime fodder by being vulnerable about my fears about my dick, and you're still trolling with the tired old bullshit about bei g homeless or am I misunderstanding lol?
Anyway, I'm less depressed today. Not sure how I will feel when I heal, and if my junk don't work. For now, I'm okay.
Also, they're lowering my testosterone with Prednisone and some other drug. That with the Percs are probably affecting my mental health.
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Anyway, I'm less depressed today. Not sure how I will feel when I heal, and if my junk don't work. For now, I'm okay.
Also, they're lowering my testosterone with Prednisone and some other drug. That with the Percs are probably affecting my mental health.
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It may sound cliché, but helping out on an organic farm for some weeks or months helps many.
For you with horses, sheep, dogs and cats. ♥
For hungry a cattle ranch, where he has to bring the bull into the stable every evening.
In this way hungry can show what a real lion he is.
For you with horses, sheep, dogs and cats. ♥
For hungry a cattle ranch, where he has to bring the bull into the stable every evening.
In this way hungry can show what a real lion he is.
I might need another break from here
I'd probably eventually come back again if I'm still alive.
It's just the reality of the past week hit me. The pain, emotions, etc. And the fear that my junk won't work after I heal. I usually like myself and feel confident, but this might be a challenge. I've managed to date even with all my flaws, but I wonder who would want me if we can't have that intimacy? I don't know. Maybe I'm emotional because of these drugs they have me on.
As vulnerable as I am, I fully expect and can handle the trolling.. for now… for as long as I'm still posting.
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