The Soapbox : Is there any way I can pay to live in Germany other than by making money by…

…film acting?

I don't want a job at a store or restaurant.

I want to live without having to work. I was thinking of making my way being certified to teach English, but I want to learn German and play violin and go to classical concerts.


Plus, people old enough to be my parent or grandparent are dying. I can't stand it. I also don't like other people taking over who are my generation, acting like I need them like a parent.

Is Generation Z set with blessings from their parents and being on top of the world and highly secretive?

Are Baby Boomers glad they will die before Generation X? So, Generation X won't have their parents's generation, anymore?


I also feel blamed for feeling distracted from practicing violin. Also, my parents were sick and dying 2 years one after the other.

Whose business is this to dream about Late Baby Boomers dying? I just slept away the past 11 years on pills I want to get off. Now, my parents are dead. It's like I just woke up from when I was age 23 and now am 35.

I am sad that Late Baby Boomers will die one day, especially one I know, and I know people can get killed or get coronavirus at any time. People aren't making things any better, and they took over the earth. People "use" me, and nothing I say matters, anyway.

I am upset, but people are making a spectacle of themselves and raiding others's ability to enjoy life…

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I acted in a movie too!

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Bum pum, bum pum, bum pum, bum pum, bum pum, bum pum, bum pum

Get a JOB! Walmart and McDonald's are hiring!

How would I be better off to practice violin, in addition to getting into Germany, though this place is lovely.

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It just seems that way because I'm 35.

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