Nick Jonas : Learning To Be A Family (New Fic)

Hey guys!!!! This is a sequel to 'Love Is Just A Four Letter Word'.
This is will be taking place five years into the future from where we were in L.I.J.A.F.L.W. :) Hope you enjoy.

Intro:
My life was peaceful the day I left Los Angeles. I thought I was done with the whole 'rock star' life, but I wasn't. I remember the day I left like it was just yesterday. I was so broken hearted, and I didn't want to leave the memories behind that Joe and I had shared together. But the one night that was called to my attention, was a night I wished never happened, because after that night, Joe started being his big-headd jerk to me.

Two weeks before my sweet sixteen, my mom asked me if I was pregnant. I automatically laughed at her for thinking such a thing, and I replied 'no'. She said I looked like I was pregnant from the side, and I took a test, sure enoughI was.

Dear Joseph,

I know we don't talk that much anymore, and that we've only talked on and off for the past five years. But I finally found enough courage to tell you, you have a son. He's five years old now, and his name is Braiden Lane Jonas. He has my brown curly hair, and your brown golden eyes. He's a big ball of energy just like you. I'm sorry I never told you sooner. I just didn't know how to tell you that you were going to be5b4 a father after all we had been through. But I'll be in Los Angeles Tuesday of next week if you want to meet your son.

Sincerely,
Jensen

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Jensen
I woke up to Braiden asking for breakfast. I looked at my clock and it read 6:30 in big read numbers.

"What do you want for breakfast?" I asked crawling out of bed

"Pancakes." Braiden said giving the cheesy smile Joe would do when he got something he wanted.

I walked to the kitchen to make Bray's breakfast and saw I had two new messages on the answering machine.

"Hey Jen," Rachel's voice said, "I heard you told Joe about Braiden and might I add, he's freaking out. He keeps pacing his apartment saying 'this cannot be happening', it's quite a funny scene. But call me back; Lily and Kendall want to talk to their favorite aunt!" And the message ended.

I had to laugh at the message, and the image in my head of Joe freaking out.

"Hey, ummm.It's Joe. I got your letter and I can't believe this is happening. You could've told me when you found out; I would've been there for you and Braiden. I'm sorry about our past, but there isn't anything I can do to do it over. But I do want to be there for you guys. Meet me at Pink Berry at 6pm on Tuesday. We can catch up. I lo- see you later." and then that message ended.

I have to be honest and say, I let2000 a few tears escape. It's been a whole year since I've talked to him, let alone five years since I've seen him face to face. I can't believe that in less than three days, I'll be talking to Joe, in person, once again.

"Mom, are you okay?" Bray asked hugging my waist.

"Yeah, I'm okay honey." I said patting his shoulder.

I started making his breakfast and then started doing house chores.and then I got an idea.

Joe

I paced my apartment floor yesterday after I read that letter. I couldn't believe it, and frankly I was hurt to know that she kept my son from me.

Although, I can't blame her, I was a big jerk to her and for that I'm forever sorry. I've dated on and off for the past five years, but none of them jumped out at me like Jensen did, it was her love that kept me surviving and without her, this has been a long five years.

Who would've thought, Joe Jonas would have a son? Definitely not me.
"Joe!" I heard Nick's muffled voice through the front door.

What? I asked opening the green glass door.

Can you watch Lily for me? Rachel and I have some errands to run. Nick said letting the little blonde haired girl run into the house.

Sure. I said closing the door.

I didnt want to talk to Nick right now, not after all Im going through.

Rachel

Can you believe Jensen told Joe now? I asked Nick.

If only she knew what he was going through, she wouldve told him a lot sooner. Nick replied keeping his eyes on the road.

She wouldve told him when she found out, if she wouldve known what he is going through..Nick, can I tell her? Please? I said taking hold of Nicks hand.

No! Joe has to be the one to tell her, Rachel. This is his issue, not ours. So he needs to be the one to tell her. Nick said stealing a glance at me.

You see, Joe has been diagnosed with leukemia and hes been doing chemo, but somehow hes gotten worse. The doctors have given him about a year or less to live. I havent told Jensen, no matter how many time Ive wanted tobecause Nick is right, its not our spot to tell her, its Joes responsibility.

Nick and I have been letting him watch Lily and Kendall so they can have their time with their uncle. And well now, now its Braidens time with his father.

Jensen

I decided to take the two day drive to California, get in a day early can let Braden do some sightseeing around L.A. and then see Joe on Tuesday. I wanted Bray to get used to the big city life, I mean we live in a small town and I dont want my lovely five year old to freak out over the fast pace city.

We loaded up in the car and started to make our way to L.A.

At the top of my lungs

Hey sis! I said answering my phone.

Hey, what are you doing? Rachel asked

Im driving to Los Angeles! I said smiling.

Youre driving here? Rachel asked shocked.

Yeah, I decided to get in a day early and do some sightseeing with Bray, and then see Joe Tuesday. I replied getting on the high way.

Okay, well I think you should meet with Joe on Monday then. Rachel said.

Why the rush about us seeing each other? I asked.

It was silent on the other line, and I knew Rachel was hiding something.

Is Joe getting married or something, and you want me to jump in his life again so hell realize he still loves me? I asked the most realistic thing that made sense.

No Jensen, I cant say anything Nick will kill me if I did. Rachel said

Rachel, tell meI promise I wont freak out or say anything to Nick. I said clutching the steering wheel.

Joe has.leukemia. Rachel said hesitantly.

I slammed on my brakes in the middle of the high way. Brays scream made its way to my ears and cars swerved around me.

Youre joking right?! I asked shocked.

No, Jen Im serious. He was diagnosed three months ago. Hes getting worse. You need to see him Monday, spend as much time as possible with him. Hes only been given a year, or less to live. Rachel said.

I felt the tears try to escape my eyes. My Joseph, has leukemia? Its not possible, hes the healthiest guy I know. This cannot be happening.

Im on my way to the air port Rachel. See you in six hours. Love you! I said hanging up and making my way to the local air port.

I wasnt about to let my one and only love slip out of my fingers this time. Hes my heart, my breath and my soul. If he leaves this earth, I might as well go with him. Hes the reason I live. Hes my knight in shining armor. Hes my king, my love, my prince, my everything, and my whole being. Hes the life inside of my son; hes my tears, my laugh, and my blood. Without him Im nothingIm just a walking zombie. Ive been a walking one-faced zombie for five years now. Im twenty years old, I deserve another chance with him. This is my chance, Im taking the jump and Im hoping hell catch me before I hit the ground.

Lets hope the risk is worth taking.

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Rachel

I hugged my little sister tight while the kids exchanged 'hellos' and hugs as well. It had been too long since I had seen Jensen and Bray. My little sister had grown up in the past two years. She's not the litle girl who used to do my hair anymore. Now, she's a manager and a successful business woman. Jensen manages her own business and it's pretty successful! But I just can't believe that my little sister is all grown up. She's a mother for crying outloud. Now, she only has a year or less to spend with the love of her life.

"Oh my gosh, I missed you." I said helping unload the luggage from the baggage claim.

"I missed you too, sis." Jensen said followng me out to my car.

"Uhm, I have a surprise for you when we get to the car." I said with a smile on my face.

"Oooookay." Jensen said unsure of what I had up my sleeve.

We got about five steps from the car and Nick, Kevin, and Joe came filing out of the car.

"Jen!" Kevin said picking up Jen and spinning her around.

"Hey you!" Nick said hugging my sister tightly.

"Hello." Joe smiled going to shake Jensen's hand.

"I can hug, you know." Jensen laughed embracing Joe into her arms.

"Guys, this is Braiden. Well, Joe, this is Braiden. Bray, this is the guy I tell you about." Jensen said motioning toward the surprisingly shy Joseph.

"You mean my father?" Bray asked with a look like, 'duh'.

Jensen

Remember when we were young? Dad's shoulders were the highest place on earth, your mom was your hero, and your worst enemies were your siblings? Race issues were about who ran the fastest, war was only a card game, and the only drug you knew was cough medicine? The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knee, and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow? And we couldn't wait to grow up.I miss those days.

I'm now standing in front of my ex boyfriend, and the pain is slowly setting in. The memories are flooding to the front of my mind, my son is clinched to my waist, ad the tears started to well up. I wasn't crying because I was happy to see everyone, and I wasn't crying because of the pain. I was crying because Joe is pretty much a walking dead man, and I don't want to loose him.

"Hey. dad." Bray said hesistant.

"Hey buddy." Joe said hugging his son.

We all got into the car and made our way to Nick and Rachel's house for dinner. Joe helped bring in the luggage and he took it all to the guest room. Joe was such a sweet guy now. This has changed him, but you can tell he's sick. He looks so tired, the bags under his eyes are all the lack of sleep catching up with him, he doesn't walk straight anymore, and you can tell his body had gotten weaker.

"Everything okay, Joe?" I asked liking my arm in his.

Joe coughed, "Yes, I'm fine." He smiled his weak smile.

"Are you sure? You look like you have a cold or something." I said trying to get him to open up t me.

"I'm sure Jen, I'm fine," He laughed, "I missed you." Joe said kissing my chek.

"I missed you too." I said with a smile.

I wasn't lying, I did miss him. It has been five long year5b4s since I've seen his beautiful face. Joe and I made oru way down the hallway to join the rest of the family. Stories from the past came up, and memories were re-lived. The kids played in the family room, and everyting was going amazing.

"Joe do you need me to take you to your appointment in the morning?" Kevin asked Joe from across the room.

"What appointment?" I asked trying to not make it obvious that I already know.

"My appointment to see the dentist. The candy eating days are catching up with me." Joe tried to play it off, like nothing was wrong.

"Just tell her already, it'll make it easier on all of us Joseph." Nick said nudging Joe's arm.

"Joe, what is it?" I asked whil the tears tried to make their way to my eyes.

"Jensen, I..I." Joe looked around the room and then back at me, "I have luekemia. I was diagnosed three months ago and I've been doing chemo. It's very tiring, but it's my only option. The doctors have given me a year or less to live. I'm sorry you have to find out like this." Joe said looking into my tear filled eyes.

"Joe, I'm so sorry." I said embracing my love into my arms and crying into his chest.

The thought of loosing him was too much to bare. Joe's arms wrapped themselves around my waist and he held me tightly. I heard Nick, Kevin, Rachel, and the kids a5b4ll walk outside so Joe and I could be alone. Joe just held me in his arms while I cried for him, while I cried with him.

"Joe, what would you do if I told you I still loved you?" I asked wiping the tears from my cheeks.

"I'd say I still love you too." Joe said putting his hands on either side of my face.

We stared at each other for a couple more seconds, before Joe leaned down and his lips connected with mine. I had to kiss back, it felt so right, so perfect. I was used to his kisses, I was used to his lips molding to fit mine just right. But I missed it, and I'm glad he's mineeven if it is for just a little bit. I didn't want this moment to end.

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Rachel

I woke up to the singing of Nick's voice and looked at the clock.
'Three in the morning?' I thought.

I quietly walked down the hall to the family den, where I found Nick bent over his sheet music at his baby grand piano.

"Nick, come back to bed." I begged rubbing his hand.

"Shhhh, I'm concentrating." Nick said glancing up at me, but only for a second.

"Fine, but I'm going to bed." I said with a kiss on his cheek.

I didn't really want to go back to bed, I hate having the opposite side of me cold and empty. So I sat outside the family den on the white plush carpet. I let Nick's voice sing me back to sleep. His angelic voice was the only thing I wish to hear. His voice is my own symphony, my own orchestra, my one and only band. His voice is soothing and calming, music to my ears.

Nick

I finally decided, at five o'clock, to go catch some sleep before my hectic morning started. I walked out of the den and my foot hit something. I looked down and saw my beautiful wife asleep on the carpet. I picked her up like a glass down, carefully and slowly. I wakled into our bedroom and set her on the bed and covered her up. She looked so peaceful.

I had then remembered why I fell in love with her. I had only wrote the music to my song, but now I have the lyrics. I decided to put on a pot of coffee, and I started writing the rest of my song.

Jensen

I woke up instantly to the smell of breakfast, and I heard Joe's voice from the kitchen. I ran to the bathroom and brushed my teeth. I threw my hair up in a messy bun, then ran to my room and I put jeans and cute shirt on. I felt lib68ke my teenage self againI remember the days where I'd rush to get ready the moment I heard Joe's voice.

I slowly and calmly walked out of my room and to the kitchen to see Nick, Rachel and Joe at the breakfast table.

"Good morning sunshine." Joe said wrapping his arms around me

"Morning." I said hugging him back.

I sat downat the table with everyone and began to eat breakfast. Small talk was made, but a real conversation never errupted. You'd think everyone, especially Joe, would have something to talk about.

"Nick, how late did you stay up?" Rachel asked

"Uh, I haven't gone to sleep yet." Nick said shoving more food into his mouth so he didn't have to talk.

Nick and Rachel excused themselves from the table to talk. So then it was just Joe and I.awkward. How do you talk to your kid's dad that you haven't seen in person for five years? A small knock was made at the door and Joe got up and answered.

'Yes, I'm saved. I thought.

Joe cae back with a petite brown headed woman following him.

"Jensen, this is Lucy. Nick's old friend." Joe said introducing me to her.

"Hi, nice to meet you." I smiled shaking her hand.

"You too." She said showing off her perfect white smile.

"I'll go get Nick." Joe said walking outside.

Nick

Joe came out to the back yard and pulled me aside.

"Nick, you will not believe who just stopped by." Joe said frantically.

"Uhm, who is it?" I asked kind of stumped.

"Lucy," I looked at Joe like 'who', "The little brown headed girl who lived across from us in New Jersey. She was the one you said you were going to marry when you got older. You're first kiss, the girl you swore you were going to marry." Joe said explainging the old memory.

"Oh my gosh, now I'm married to Rachel and have two kids. This isn't good.this is going to be really awkward." I said walking into the house.

This girl was my first real crush, she was my first kiss even though we were only ten, and she was the one who at fifteen I flew out to New Jersey to surprise her on her birthday.

"Hey, Lucy!" I said hugging my old friend.

"Hey, you've grown up! Oh my gosh, how are you?" She asked

"I'm great, I'm actually married and have a couple little ones running around." I said looking at Lucy's shocked face.

"Wow, I'm happy for you, I actually got divorced so I made my way out here. Because I remember when we ran into each other a couple years ago, you told me if I ever needed anything to just drop by." Lucy said,saying too much already.

"Right, I did. 2000Well, do you need some money? Some gas in your car? I can get you a hotel room, how long are you in L.A.?" I asked trying to get her to leave.

"Actually I'm thinking about moving here. I found a house just down the road from here for sale. And I have some money saved up, so I just might buy it. But since it takes a few days for the paper work to go through, I was wondering if you'd mind me crashing here for a little bit?" Lucy asked

"Well, I'd have to ask my wifebut" I was cut off.

"Oh Nick, thank you! I'll just unpack!" Lucy said running out to get her luggage.

Great, I have my wife and first crush in the same house.this should be interesting.

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Lucy

I woke up to the sound of my phone vibrating across my night stand and I answered quickly.

Helloyeahokay.okay! Trust me everything is under control.yes, I know why I came here, and I will get the task completed. Trust me. I said answering every question my dear friend, Alec, had before he started rambling about why I really came here.

You see, most of what I told Nick, is true. I did come here because I divorced my husband. But I came here also because when Nick came to New Jersey on my fifteenth birthday, he told me he loved me and wanted to be with meand then not even a week later the tabloids came out with pictures of his girlfriend, Rachel, and well now hes married to her. I dont know, he really broke my heart, and I was really in love with him as well. Well Nick and I ran into each other a couple years ago, when I had came here to L.A. to get away from home, and he told me with I ever needed anything to stop by and he gave me his address. Oh did I mention he kissed me?

Well on the subject of my ex-husband, he abused me, and came home drunk way too many times before I finally just divorced him. I got sick of the nights hed come home drunk with the smell of cheap perfume on, and lipstick on his face from another girl he had met at the bar. I got sick of it, and divorced him.

Ill call you in the morning Alec. Love you brother. I said before hanging up on my brother.

I was laying bed listening to the silence of the house when I heard the clanking of silverware and dishes. So being the curious person I am, I got out of bed, put on my robe and made my way to the kitchen. I peeked my head around the corner of the wall and saw Nick at the kitchen 5b4table eating a bowl of coco puffs.

Hello Nicky. I said pouring myself a bowl of cereal.

Hey Lucy, what makes you get up so late? Nick asked

I had a phone call from a friend back in Jersey. What about you? I said sitting down with Nick at the kitchen table.

I couldnt sleep.I just have a lot on my mind. Nick said taking a drink of his milk.

Oh Im sorry? I said more of a question.

So Lucy, I have a question.why did you divorce your husband? Nick asked looking at me with his chocolate brown eyes.

My husband would come home drunk every night and when hed come home, I was the one hed beat. He abused me and I dealt with it for three years, before I finally put a stop to it. I was sick of being the second girl, the one who would give and give and give, just to get stomped into the ground. Nick you have such a great life, and there I was back in New Jersey being the victim and being the one who didnt know how to stand up for myself. Id just let Ricky hit me and hurt me and I wouldnt do anything about it. I had to get completely sick of it, before I could do something about it. I said while a few tears had escaped my eyes.

Nick looked at me with sadness in his eyes and he took me in his arms and whispered that he was sorry over and over.

Nick can you come. What is this? Rachel asked getting upset.

Nick2000

Rachel walked in on me hugging Lucy, and she automatically jumped to conclusions. I love my wife, but she doesnt let anyone have time to explain before she goes through the roof with conclusions.

Its nothing, absolutely nothing. I said giving her a look like be quiet.

Well please come to bed. Rachel said while she stared down Lucy.

Okay, goodnight Lucy. I said getting up and walking with Rachel back to our room.

I got back in bed with Rachel and she wouldnt talk to me. She thinks there is something going on between Lucy and I, and of course everyone knows there is nothing going on between us. We had a thing many years ago.but there is nothing there anymore. Lucy is like a sister, although I was to admit I kissed her a couple years agobut Rachel and I were going through a rough spot.although it wasnt right at all to do what I did.

My alarm went off at seven the next morning and I got out of bed and went to the kitchen to start my coffee. When I walked into the kitchen I was greeted by the smell of my sweet coffee and I looked around the kitchen to see breakfast already made.

Good morning Nicky. Lucy said taking the blueberry muffins out of the oven.

Good morning Lucy. You know you didnt have to do all of this. I said pouring me a glass of coffee.

I know, but by the look on Rachels face last night, she wasnt very please with me. So Im just going to leave you with breakfast and Ill go get me a hotel room. Lucy said making me a plate of all my favorites.

Lucy, dont go, I laid my hand on her arm, Ill talk to Rachel. Shell be okay with the idea of you staying here till your paperwork goes through. Trust me. I said looking into her beautiful green eyes.

Okay, I trust you. Lucy said kissing me on the cheek before finishing up breakfast and cleaning up her mess.

Lucy

I had been up since six this morning making the Jonas family a nice warm breakfast. I didnt want Rachel to think there was anything going on between Nick and I, because surely there isnt. Although I do think Im crowding in on their Holiday madness.I mean Christmas is justtomorrow! And they are decorating and everything, so I feel like Im intruding. But according to Nicholas, everything will be okay, and Im welcome here.

Kevin, Danielle, Mr. and Mrs. Jonas, Frankie, Joe and Jensen all made their way to Rachel and Nicks home. Many hellos and how are yous were made when everyone saw me. Everyone started decorating at once and it was literally Holiday madness.

Jensen

Joe, Kevin! I whispered yelled to the two Jonas boys.

What? They said in unison walking over to me.

I know this is pretty wrong, but I wanna do something. I said pulling them into my bedroom.

What do you wanna do Jen? Kevin asked curious.

I believe Nick still has feelings for this Lucy girl, and I wanna set up mistletoes out at the patios out front and back. But we have to get them alone together, when Rachel isnt aroundand under that mistletoe. I said while the two boys nodded at the plan.

Sure, lets do it. Because I believe that he still have feelings for Lucy as well. Joe said as we all high fived.

Operation Get Nick And Lucy Together is underway. We all split up while I distracted Rachel, Joe and Kevin put up the mistletoe. It was only noon, and we decided to get them to the front patio at two PM. Lets all see how well this plan unfolds.

Christmas eve lunch was ready and set on the table at one, and with the clock ticking and the time finally just around the corner. The three of us started to get a little too nervous. Joe, Kevin and I shoveled in our food like three fat pigs while the clock struck two.

I got up and walked over to Lucy.

There is quarter I lost on the front porch, can you come help me find it? I asked while she got up and excused herself to help me look for the quarter I placed on the front porch.

Joe was getting Nick out here, using the excuse, I bought Jensen some earrings, and while I was examining them, I lost one on the front porch. Joe and Nick came outside and started looking for the diamond earring I placed beside my quarter. All four of us were on our hands and knees looking for these valuable things. I raised my quarter in the air.

I found it! Oh, and I found an earring. I said acting confused.

Thats my earring. Joe said taking the earring out of my hand.

We pushed Lucy and Nick under the mistletoe and trying not to be too obvious, said they were under an mistletoe. They both blushed and looked at each other. Joe and I slipped away unnoticed.

Nick

I know Joe and Jensen set this up, it was really obvious. But was I really gonna kiss her? I know thats the point of a mistletoe, but Im married.

So do we kiss now? Lucy asked uneasy.

I guess we do. I said brushing a strand of hair out of her face.

I stared into her big green eyes and placed the palm of my hand on the side of her face. I leaned down and our lips met. Its then when all the memories start flooding to the front of my mind. Although, it felt like I was floating, I havent felt like this with Rachel since Lily was born. Kind of sad huh? But Lucy was like my first true love. She was my princess, and my everything. The kiss deepened a little bit more than it shouldve and we broke away suddenly.

My hands were placed on her hips and her arms were around my neck. I heard a sniff and looked at the front door.there stood Rachel.

Crap. I thought.

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"Stop putting clothes into your suitcase Rachel." I said getting angrier by the second.

"Why should I stop? You didn't stop that kiss with you and Lucyso why should I stop leaving?" Rachel asked placing her hands on her hips.

"Because you are my wife, and we are supposed to work this outnot just leave when times get tough!" I said yelling now.

"Work it out? Work it out?!," Rachel calmed down and took a deep breath, "How can we work it out, when there is obviously something between you two?! It's just another Kim incident. You kissed Kim, Kim and I became enemiesnow you kiss Lucy, and Lucy and I don't like each other. You can't seem to keep your feelings to stay on meyou know we were supposed to be together for better or for worsebut this worse is just too muchI have Kendall who is now seven years old and Lily who is five and I'm pregnant again. So how do I brush this under the rug in a time like this?" Rachl said

"You're pregnant?" I asked shocked.

"Yes, Nick, I am. I took a test two days ago and I was gonna tell you on Christmas which is just a few hours away. But instead, I'm going to Denver with the kids to see my mom. You can stay here, and work things out with Lucycall me when you're ready to have me back home. I'm sorry Nick, but if you are just gonna go and make out with past girlfriendsthen why are we even married?" Rachel said..all of her words stinging my heart.

"We're married because we love each other Rachel. We're married because we couldn't seem to contain our love for each other at sixteen. We are married because I helped you with Kendall, and you fell in love with me. We're married because we were meant for each other." I said staring at my wife.

"Those reasons just don't seem good enough anymore Nick." Rachel said zipping up her suitcase and the kids' bags before walkng out of the room.

I sat on the edge of the bed, my head in my hands and I just cried. I really screwed things up this timeand I don't knowhow I'll make it right again.

Rachel

I didn't want to leave Nick, honestly. I love him with my whole heart, but we've been married for almost six years now, and he goes off and does something like this. I can't be strong anymre, I've stayed strong for too long now. I'm sick of his crap, and I am going to let him fix homself, before we fix our marriage.

I contemplated the whole 'divorce' thing over and over in my head. Should I? NoI couldn't. I love Nick with my whole heart, but maybe just maybe, it might be for the best. I took the kids back to the house and let them stay with Jensen while I went to the court house. I picked up some dicvorce paperssigned them and put them on the dresser in my bedroom.

'Nick,
I know this is a shock to you, I mean divorce is a big decision. But maybe, just maybe it would be for the btter. You can keep on living your dream without worrying about hurting me anymore, and I can take care of the kids without worrying if you're out kissing another woman. Just think about it. If you decide the same thing, send them to me with yout signature as well

Love,
Rachl Jonas'

I laid the note on top of the divorce papers and walked out of the bedroom. I gather up the kids and started on my way to Denver.

Nick

I walked into my house after a long day in the studio and saw a bi envelop on the dresser with a note on top. My stomac flipped, and my hart stopped beating after I had finished the note.I couldn't believe it.A divorce? She was seriously upset about the whoe kissing Lucy thingbut can I blame her? I mean, I didn this when we first got married, and I've done it againI keep hurting her. So maybe a divorce isn't so bad afterall.

I sat down and read over all the divorce papers, I saw Rachel's perfect signature signed on the lines and the pen tempted me to put my name there as wellBut I just couldn't do it right yet. I mean we can work this outI know we can. It's won't be so hardor will it?

I walked into the kitchen and opened the cupboard where the 'secret' stash wasI picked up the bottle of vodka and poured me a shot. It stung on it's way down, but it slowly washed away the pain. After I had downed at least half of the bottl, I took my pen, signed my name and stuck the envelop in the mail box.

Rachel

I woke up in Denver the next morning with the envelop I had sent Nick next to me on the bed.

"That came in this morning from Nick. I guess he really misses you and overnighted a special letter." My mom said walking out of my room.

"This is definitely not special." I said to myself.

I opened the envelop and read his signature over and over again. I can't believe he actually agrees and wants a divorce. This is so unlike him, he normally fights for what he loves. Maybe I'm not what he loves anymore. I looked down and patted my stomach.

"I'm sorry baby, but you will never know your daddy." I whispered and let the tears gently roll down my cheeks.

Nick

"Nick?!" I head someone's voice yell through the front door.

I got up and made my way to the front of the house.

"Hey." I said as I opened the door revealig a very worried Lucy.

"I heard you and Rachel got into a big fight and she left." Lycy said inviting herself in.

"Yeah, something like that." I sai rubbing my head.

"Hangover?" Lucy saidshe knows me too well.

I just nodded and she led me to the kitchen. Lucy got me a water and soe asprin.

"Take this, and go lie down on the couch." She instructed.

"Oh did I tell you how much you mean to me?" I asked looking into he green eyes.

"Nick, just don't say anything else please. I don't wan things getting more worse than they already are." She said looking at me with concern in her eyes.

"Lucy, she signed divorce papers. Things are through between us." I said looking up at the ceiling

"Things aren't over uness you signed them too. Did you sign them?" She asked.

"I don't believe so.then again I was drunk." I said drinking the rest of my water.

"Well, maybe it's for the best." Lucy said placing her hand on top of mine.

"Maybe.." I said looking into her beautiful green eyes.

Maybe I just might be with Lucy, and Rachel can have her own life in Denver. Maybe I can live carefree with being tied down to anyone. Maybe just Maybe.
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Rachel

I had dropped off the envelop at the post office, and then made my way to an old, shut down carnival lot. I stood in front of the carousel and all the memories Nick and I had over the years flooded my mind. It all seemed like a blurour love was nothing but a lieor so it seemed. I fell to my knees onto the green grass and the tears poured out of my eyes. Were over, were done. Im a single mother, and Im left with nothing. Im a failurehow do I tell my kids theyre never going to see their dad again? I turned out like my motherand that was my biggest fear.

My life is just a repeat of my parentsyoung love, married, two kids, and then a divorce you regret later on. Im just like my momand Nick is just like my dad. I got up off my knees and ran..I left my car where it was and ran. I didnt know where I was running to, I just took off down the street. I let the wind flow through my hair and I watched the sun set on the horizon. I ran, and let all my troubles fall behind me. I wasnt going to let this divorce get me down.

But maybe, just maybe, I was the one who was too hard on Nick. He did have a big career with the whole recording studio job. My kids were in school, and I was the house wife. Maybe I didnt give Nick enough credit for what he did. Maybe this divorce is my fault. It was my idea, I was the person who left the envelop on the dresser. I was the one who5b4 signed the papers, without talking to Nick first. I was the one who ran away from my problems. We are married, we are supposed to be there for better or for worse. We arent just supposed to leave when times get tough. We are supposed to be there for each other when times get hardreally hard. We couldve made this work. But maybe just maybe, this is all my fault. Im the one who broke us apart.

Nick

I went through my box of teenage memories, and it seemed like everything I had held onto, Rachel had given me. A teddy bear that said I Love You on it. A book of quotes I had said to her over the years. Im here for you, and Ill love you forever and always was number one on the list. I am a horrible husband. I never gave Rachel enough credit. She held this house together, she held this family together. Shed be the one who got up, took the kids to school, cleaned the house, made dinner, cleaned that up, got the kids in bed, and then start all over again the next day. Shes pregnant again too, and Im a screw up. Im a horrible person. I signed those papers. I kissed Lucy. I never gave her enough credit.

Maybe, just maybe this whole thing is my fault. Im the one who went along with it. Im the one who yelled at her. Im the one who did a lot of bad things throughout this whole marriage. It wasnt just Rachels faultthis is mostly mine. I didnt pay her enough attent1c84ion. Id kiss her good morning and good night. Id tell her I loved her every now and then. But never once did I show her how much she meant to me. I had done a candle light dinner many years againbut never did I do it again.

I am sick at my stomach by the way I have treated her. Im the reason she ran from her problems. Im the reason for a lot of thingsIm the one.not her, not the kids.me.

I say down at my desk in the family room and started writing a letter to her..even if this divorce goes throughIm going to tell her how much I appreciated her.

Dear Rachel,

Im sorry I have let you down so many times throughout this relationship. I never meant to hurt you, or make you feel less than what you are. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. And Im sorry things have to end like this. I just want to let you know, that you are not the cause of the decision, I am. I never gave you enough credit for what you did around this house. You were the glue that held our family together. I was just the one who brought the money in.

Our kids listened to you better than they listened to me. And that is because you were the head of this house. You held us together. If it werent for you, I dont know what I wouldve done these past five years. I love you Rachel, and Im sorry I didnt show it enough. I wish I could re-do this marriage over. Because if I could, I would make you feel more appreciated then what I did. I would make you feel more loved. I wouldve been home more often. I wouldve stayed in love with you, instead of letting my feeling get the best of me. I wouldve done a lot of things differently.

But the past is the past, and we cant turn back time. But we can turn our feelings around. If you want to keep this divorce a final decision, I understand. But if you dont, the house door is always opened. I promise Ill leave the porch light on for you, as well as the lamp beside our bed. I love you Rachel, and once again Im sorry I never showed it like I should have over the years.

You were a great wife, friend, and mom.

Love,
Nick.

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Jensen
I woke up next to my lovely Joseph.

"Good morning sunshine." Joseph said smile his white smile.

"Morning love." I said kissing him quickly on the lips.

Braiden laid on the couch across the room and he just stared at us as we greeted each other.

"Good morning Bray Bray!" I practically yelled at my son.

Braiden just smiled really big and started laughing. I swear that boy has me wrapped around his finger.

"Good morning Mom!" Braiden yelled back as loud as I did.

"What about your dad?" Joe asked sticking out his bottom lip.

"Good morning dad." Braiden smiled at the fact he can actually call someone dad.

I got out of bed and made some breakfast and then got ready.

I felt two arms wrap around my waise and then warm lips pressed against my neck.

"I'm trying to straighten my hair." I laughed turning around to face Joe.

"And?" Joe asked kissing me on the lips.

I kissed him back while wrapping my arms around his neck. The kiss deepend and Joe picked me up and placed me on the bathroom counter. I wrapped my legs around his waist and tangled my fingers into his hair. Gosh, I love these moments.

"Mom?" Braiden said interupting us.

"Sorry, Bray." I said jumping off the counter and finished my hair.

"Aunt Rachel called." Braiden said before walking away.

"You go eat breakfast and get ready. I'm going to call my sister." I said kissing Joe on the lips and walking past him.

Rachel
I had woken up this morning realizing it has been about a month since the divorce papers went through. Nick and I are single people now.

"Hello?" I said answering my phone.

"Hey, you called?" Jensen asked.

"Yeah, I know it has been about a month since I've seen youand we haven't talked all that much. But I don't know if you heard or not, Nick and I are.divorced." I said my voice cracked on the last sentence.

"What?" Came Jensen's shocked reaction.

"I'm surprised he hasn't said anything," I scoffed, "but yeah, we're divorced. The paperwork went through a couple weeks ago. We make our court appearance next week for custody of the kids. This is the hardest thing I have ever done. Plus, it's going to be even harder to look at Nick knowing we aren't together. I think we made a mistake."7ec I said pouring out my feelings to my little sister.

"Wow! I don't know what to say, I've never been divorced. But I do know the pain you're going through because I went through that pain a few years ago with Joseph. But I love you sister, and you know I'm only a phone call or flight away." Jensen's comforting words soothed my mood.

"I know, I love you sis. Can you go and see Nick and tell me how he is?" I asked.

"Yeah, we'll go over today. Love you, gotta go." Jensen said

"Bye." I said hanging up the phone.

I went to the bathroom and looked at my growing stomach in the mirror. I am now eight weeks pregnant and I'm sad for my child, that he or she will grow up in a broken home.

Nick

I woke up with my head hung over the toilet. I don't remember what had happened last night, I just remember getting a phone call that the divorce papers went throughand then my day went downhill from there.

"Nicky, breakfast is ready." I heard a voice from the doorway.

I looked over to see Lucy standing at the bathroom door in a shirt of mine.

"Okay." I said walking to the kitchen.

I ate my breakfast in silence, and then took some asprin and drank my morning cup of coffee. Lucy and I have been off and on for the past month. I just can't see myself spending the rest of my life with Lucy. I can only see myself spending the rest of life with the girl I let go, Rachel.

"What do you want to do today, Nicky?" Lucy said while taking a bite of her eggs.

"Nothing. I want to sit in my house and think." I said finally talking for the second time today.

"Oh come on, Rachel obviously doesn't want to be with you anymore. So please stop sulking, and let's go have some fun." Lucy said the words that made me the most angry.

"Lucy, you don't know the full story okay?! Rachel meant the world to me,b68 so you don't have the right to say stuff like that about the woman I love. Now leave!" I yelled slamming my coffee down on the table.

Lucy looked at my shocked, got up and walked to the door.

"If I leave I won't be coming back to you. Not even if you need a friend." Lucy said, the tears welling up in her eyes.

"Fine, just leave." I whispered loud enough for her to hear.

"Bye Nicholas." Lucy said walking out of my frony door.

I didn't care that Lucy left, I didn't care I didn't have anyone, I just didn't care. I wanted to sulk in my own self pity, and be left alone. But obviously, when the doorbell rang, Joe decided that I needed some company.

"Hey brother!" Joe said when I opened the door.

I just looked at him and motioned for him, Jensen and Braiden to come on inside.

"What's the matter Uncle Nick?" Bray asked looking up at my with concern in his eyes.

Who would've thought a five year old could have so much compassion for someone they barelu know.

"Nothing Bray, nothing." I said hugging my little nephew.

Jensen hugged me and whispered in my ear, "everything will be okay". I hugged her back and accepted her comfort. I guess in times like these, it's good to have friends and family that care about you and your feelings.

"Nick can I talk to you?" Joe asked dragging me into my family room.

"Sure." I said flopping down on the black couch.

"Where is Rachel?" Joe asked clueless.

"She moved to Denver." I said saying the words that stung my throat.

"What? Why? You two are married, she can't just move and take the kids." Joseph's shocked voice entered my ears.

"You seriously don't know anything," I looked at Joe who shrugged his shpulders, "she can leave if swe divorced a month ago." I said as the words felt like venom.

"You two aredivorced?" Joe said whispering the last word.

"Yes, Joe we are divorced. I'm surprised she hasn't said anything. I was sure she'd call Jensen by npw, and I am definitely sure if she told Jensen, Jensen would tell you." I said surprised that Rachel hasn't called Jensen and Joe.

"Well I haven't heart anything. But I'm sorry bro, I'll help you through this." Joe said.

"Thanks." I said

Rachel

I was walking through the mall, trying to find a gift for my mother's birthday. I was texting Jensen who was over at Nick's earlier today. I fell to my butt, and looked up to see the most sincere look on the person's face who I ran into.

"I am so sorry." He said

"No, it was my fault. I should've watched where I was going. So I'm sorryb68." I said taking his outstretched hand and stood back up on my two feet.

"It's okay. I'm Levi by the way." He said with a perfect white smile showing across his face.

"Rachel." I managed to choke out.

"Well, what are you doing in a mall at this late hour? I mean, it's about to close." Levi said walking by me as I walked into one more store.

"Last minute birthday gift." I said answering his question.

"Same here." Levi laughed.

Oh gosh, his smile had my heart slowly melting in my chest. I shouldn't even be thinking about another guy like I am thinking about Levi. I am going through a divorce, and I'm pregnant. It's just my hormones.

"Who are you looking for?" I asked trying to keep the conversation going.

"My mother." Levi smiled at the sentence.

"Aw, me too. How ironic." I laughed purchasing a necklace and some earrings for my mom.

"Crazy! Well, can I walk you to your car?" Levi asked

"Sure." I smiled walking towards the door.

We got to my car and something was telling me to run. I shook the feeling and looked at the smiling Levi next to me. Some emotion flashed across his face, but I coulsnt pinpoint the emotion. He raised his fist, and it connected to my face. I fell to the ground as a few more punches were thrown to my face and he took my keys and drove off with my car.

"HELP!!!!!" I screamed holding my face while I sat in the middle of the parkinglot.

My phone rang and I didn't care who was on the other line, I just needed help.

"Help me! Please help!" I cried into the phone.

"Rachel! Rachel, where are you???" Nick's voice flooded my ears.

"I'm at the mall, help. Call someone please! Help!" I yelled into the phone before the connection disconnected.

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Nick
I sat at the side of the hospital bed, clutching her hand in mine. I stared at her stomach, and then my eyes traveled to her face. She looked so peaceful sleepingoh how I missed watching her sleep. I took everything in, th way she looked, the way her hair fell over her shoulders, the way her chest fell with every breath. She was a blessing from above, but sadly I had to be in love with her from the sidelines.

"Mr.Jonas?" The nurse asked

"Yes, ma'am. How is the baby?" I asked standing up and shaking the nurse's hand.

"She is fine, no damage was dont to the baby, but as for your wife"

"Ex wife." I cut her off.

"I'm sorry, but as for Rachel, she has a couple blood clots that we're gonna keep an eye on since she is pregnant. Rachel will say till tomorrow afternoon, we want to do another overnight observation." The nurse concluded.

"Thanks again ma'am. So much, I appreciate it." I said taking my seat on again.

I kissed the back of Rachel's hand and looked up at her face. Her started moving and she slowly opened them. She looked at the ceiling and then cut her eyes over to me.

"Nick?" She whispered.

"Good afternoon love." I smiled

"What are you doing here?" She asked shocked.

"I flew in once I had called the ambulance for you last night. I couldn't just not be here for you. That is my kid and I wanted to make sure you and our baby was okay." I said explaining myself.

"Well, thanks for your concern. Where is Kendall and Lily?" Rachel askd

"They are with your mom at the house. Jensen, Joe, and Bray are at the hotel here in town. And I'm here with you, obviously." I said while a smile crept back on my lips.

"Well," Rachel took her hand out of mine, "Thanks again, but I think you should go." She said tearing her eyes away from my face.

"Rachel, can you answer me something?" I asked

"What?" She replied.

"Do you still love me?" I asked while my voice cracked.

"Of course I do, Nick, but that doesn't change the fact we are separated. We are divorced, we are done. But we have to be strong for our two kids, plus the16d0 one that is on the way. I'm sorry things turned out like this, but maybe it was for the better." Rachel said

"How is us not being together, for the better?" I asked taken back.

"I don't know Nick, it just is." Rachel said finally looked at me once again.

I stared deep into her eyes and my next action was unplanned. W had been divorced for a month, and I haven't seen her in two months. I stood up and hovered over her, my hands were one either said of her body and I looked down at her. She looked into my eyes and I leaned down to kiss her. My lips met her's and she instantly kissed back. Our lips moved in sync with each others, and her hands tangled themselves in my hair. I placed my hand on the side of her face while I used my other hand to support my body weight. A knock was heard at the door, and we separated quickly while we caught our breath.

"Nick, I need to talk to my sister." Jensen said entering theroom.

I looked over at Rachel who smiled at me while I walked out of the room. I ran my hand through my hair.

'Nick you shouldn't have done that.' I thought while I took a seat in the waiting room by Joe and Bray.

Rachel
My lips were still tingling from the kiss Nick and I just shared. My whole body was still in shock by his actions, and of course it felt like electricity went straight through my body the second our lips met. I felt like a little teenager, just a plain, love struck teenager.

"What is that look on your face for?" Jensen asked

"What look?" I asked snapping out of my own little world.

"The look like you just got kissed.Oh my God, did Nick kiss you?" Jensen asked sounding like a over protective mother.

"Well.kinda sortayes." I said and we both started squealing like little sixteen year olds.

I smiled really big and the nurse came back in.

"Ms. Rachel, I wanted to let you know that we are gonna take you off of your IVs and monitors and we're gonna put you in a observation room overnight. We will come in every couple hours to check on you and you're baby girl. Your release time will be around one tomorrow afternoon." The nurse said.

"Okay, thank you so much." I smiled shaking her hand.

"My pleasure." She smiled before exiting the room.

"I want Nick to stay with me tonight." I said looking at Jensen.

"Why do you want him to stay with you?" Jensen asked

"Because we have a lot of catching up to do." I smiled.

"Okay, well no 'adult bonding'." Jensen said putting air quotes around 'adult bonding'.

A knock was heard at the door, an Nick entered.

"Rachel, the nurse told me about the observation room. Do you know who you want to stay with you?" Nick asked

"I want you stay with me, Nick." I said while a smile spread across my lips.

"Okay, sounds good." He smile while taking my hand in his.

Jensen excused herself from the room so Nick and I could talk.

"What was with that kiss earlier?" I asked wanting the explanation.

"I wanted to see if there was still a spark between us. And from that kiss, we still got some pretty good chemistry." Nick laughed.

"Shut up!" I said playfully hitting his arm.

Nick kissed the back of my hand while a doctor came in and unhooked me from all the machines.

"You may now go ahead and get into some clothes and then we'll take you to the observation room." The white haired guy said.

"Thanks sir." I said excusing myself to the bathroom so I could change.

I put my clothes on and pulled my hair up into a messy bun.

"All ready?" The doctor asked

"Ready." I smiled

Nick took my hand in his and we followed the doctor to the very top floor. We entered a light blue room that had to beds, a dresser and full bathroom. It was like a hotel room.

"We will come check on you every two hours and if you need anything, press this red buton ovr here on this door." The doctor smiled exiting the room.

Nick looked down a my growing stomach and kissed it lightly.

"Don't do that you make me feel fat." I laughed.

"You are far from at. You're perfect." He smiled before walking over to lock the door.

"What are you doing?" I asked

Nick didn't answer, he just simply walked over to me. I backed up against the wall and he placed his hands on my hips. Our lips met and I placed my hands on his shoulders. I took everything in, the way I felt, the way his lips molded to fit mine, and the way he smelt.everything.

"Nickwe.can't.do.this." I said between kisses.

My shirt was off over my head and his was off as well. We made our way to the bed and he hovered over me.

"I love you Rachel." Nick whispered.

"I love you too, Nick." I smiled

We looked at each other and then I pulled him down by his dog tags. Our lips met once more, and the next hour was pure magic. A knock was heard at the door and we jumped up and scrambled for our clothes.

Nick say casually on the bed and I unlocked the door and let the nurse in.

'Almost caught, but wasn't caught.' I thought.
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